Better This Way , I guess ?

is it you ?

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Its 3.50am . i just put down the phone , with kak ikaa .

I dont knw what i want . what i wish for right now .

i feel something missing right now . Is it youu ?

i dont want you again . ! no . its wrong .

yes ! its true . what the heck is going on here ?!

i knw i cnn find anobody to replace youu . its just take time . but this things is really getting to my nerves ! its hunting me again and again .

when the minute i thought you were gone , yes . its the right time to forget youu . and then , you came back which it makes me so hard to press 'reject' . why ? we are friends , why must show anger . arghhh ! something i feel my life is sucks w/o youu . and sometimes . nahh !

and dear , its supposed to be tmrrw . our special day . haishhh .

what i mean by 'i dont have the confident to it' ? it means , cnn we stay long ? will you love like you did on 17Sept09 ? will you not repeat those things again ? thats what i meannnt .

andandand this ...

I MISS YOU TRUCKLOADS .

Labels: 242 . babyy //

Singapore idol ; spectacular 8 (:

I just finish eating , oh gosh ! tell me how you dont get fat , liiyana ?! hehh . yeshh ! im getting fatter , see those cheecks , ee-yer ! Seriously , my body seems to be soo weak this few days .
I went to Singapore idol yesterday , kinda have a bad face day . PIMPLES ! argghhh !

andand Super duper MESSY HAIRR ! . buhuuu !
Goodbye Duane Ho . JIA-YOU ; FAIZAL ISA ! (:
I keep screaming and a man beside me , was like looking at me and actually gave me a 'mantain uh adik oi !' face . hahha ! Hotstuff(:

Result show is the scariest part , of course . I love the music video . girls ! spot his six packs ! :D

well , he save :)

yeahh , my next ringtone:]

Bump ; Haikal , Yaseen/yasseen[idk how to spell his name] , Afiq and Kak herni . yeah . The expected one . hehh .

So , i dont get to take a picture with them as they went home late AGAIN . buhuuu !

but then while eating a bread and chatting with syafiqah . Suddenly 'assalamualaikum*smile+laughs*' , looked back .

its soo not expected to see him and we was talking abt him ...

i look like sick-girl ! ee-yer ! - thats the reason why i hate flash ! ^^

reached home ; 12+ .

Will be taking Singapore Idol Spectacular 9 , since kaliesa cant make it . maybe i`ll be going alone or will be going with ana . hehh . & meet sister there (:

updates ; hydir idris - 19Nov09 . / hydir idris fans gathering -21Nov09 . /Singapore Idol-every wed[if get the tix]/Singapore Idol Tix-Every Thurs[if sister late for it]

I LOVE THIS ! faizal isa is .... *speechles* :D

Labels: 241 . SI .

causewayyy . love .

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

YESS YESS YESS ! TDAY SINGAPORE IDROL ; Faizal Isaa (:
hotstuff hotstuuff , jia-youu ! =)

My stomach feel soo different from just now . buhuu !
i know i keep changing blog songs . hehhs . i having a hard time to choose which one .
I LOVE THIS WANT ! [ i heard this song from nana`s blog , but i dun really like it . butbut after listen alot of times . NICE (: ]
something got to do with me ? a lil . but the part ...[in white ]
'kamu keterlaluan .
'kamu punya simpanan/kamu duain aku'
im nort sure of that , bt i think . nopenope-nothing got to do with me (:

i wore all white top ; i cant believe that ! -___-

As told , i went out with ana yeserdayy . I actually wanna buy some clips but idk why we cnn fly to causeway just for that . hehes . I left my house at ard 4.45pm . we reached there at ard 5+ ? yeahh . andand , since i was craving for LJS . i ate LJS too , yesyes / granted (:

[ i just love the cheese . yummyy ! (:]

Bump ; ex boyfriend ? -___- Kak Sv and kak joyahh(:

reached home .. rushrush to TV . u-huh ! First class(:

Next ; PCK . as per usual .. i burst out laughing . haaHS !

yeahhh , i was so bored just yesterday . and i cant believe i actually watched Jihan .

andand , i think i love that show :D

Try to watched TATV , checked wether Syed Azmir have for that episode . and just get to know ; He have at EVERY episode , so missed out .. i guess , 3 episode .

i swear the last part , sungguh the tark perluu . its abt ghost although its funny but me and sister end-up off it . hehh

Syed Azmir -> TATV[sensasi] - Tuesday(repeat wednesday) - 11.30pm(11.30am and 5.30pm)

He msged me just now (:

last msg at ;12.25 .

okayy . im sorry about those words . i just have NO confident for it .

'if i come back ?' . what you mean by that ?

i just dont wish to type whatever in my head as i think its too harsh .

and just keep it to myself . but about some parts ; im sorry .

My life is sucks w/o youu ? idk . haishh .

ee-yerrr ! tired face . >>>

Labels: 240 . youuuu ...

its morning .

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

it was awesome but we lost it .

Its 2.5oam . My eyes is wide open , nahh ! im quite sleepy already . haiyoo ! im soo bored bored , & i kinda have difficulties breathing now , arghh ! -___-
i`ve been doing facebook quiz and that interview thingy , i love doing that thing , hehh . random eyyy . hehh .

He called me just now at ard 1am ,

and he said he will call back & till now , nopenope ..

i dont think he will .

2 more days ?

haishhh ...........

so , yeahh . i should be sleeping actually . im going out tday , as what i told you guys at the previous post . Ana is the type who love wake up early . and i ? this few days i woke up at ard 12+ , yeahh . that consident okayy yeahh . but .... okayy nevermind . uhh !
its like the first time im going out tday , as in after 'that day' .
so , hopefully . i had fun / :)
now , toodles !

CAN I KNW WHY FAIZAL ISA IS SOOO CUTE , or i cann say HOT ?!
*drools*

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faizal isa is HOT (:

Monday, November 9, 2009

FAIZAL ISA .... IS SO HAWT HAWT HAWT (:

thanks to sister who shown me that video .
*drools* 6 pack siott XD

yeah .. i`ll be going out tday , 10 November 2009 .
Will be going with .. who else ? yess , ana ehlana :)
will be going to Causeway Point .
well , idk it will be good day or not . cause ana is not in the mood .
then what about me ? i miss him damn muchh .

im sorry i have to ignore those words , friend .
well , i heard from my friend itself . jyeah , those words came out from your own mouth ; that you been showing some things to me since sec 1 . Yeah , you did confessed but im the one who ignore . i knw it bad to ignore it . im really sorry .
you just make me speechless , you acually send me that 3words ?
i`ve got enough from your friends . will you be the same as them ?
i think you better thing wisely ; is it love , or just like .
because even i still dontknw what is love .
[and , lets just be friends . I prefer that . yeahh :) ]

Labels: 238

morninggg .

hanya airmata disebalik senyum tawar .

Currently 3.30am . go to sleep , liiyanaa !
currently chatting with Haiqel . uhh yessh ! i have somebody to chat withh (:
hopefully my dad not working tday , i mean morning-shift . huhu /

guess what ? i`ve been playing laptop sincee 11+ just now , till now , oh goshhh !
im soo bored , My eyes is still wide open . maybe im just waiting for my hdp to ring . c`mon ! what for ?! buhuuu .

andandand ....
I actually thought faizal Isa wont be doing a good job as the song they pick for him is a girl song . but thenn ....

*melts*

i dont knw whether my blog song is true or not . 'its alright its okay , im so much bttr w/o you ' ? those question been loitering inside my head since just now . haishh .
I dont knw , why im still paranoid when my hdp rang .. why am i expecting too much on youu ? wake up liiyana , if he called .. it wont make things better ! but when we talk .. goshh ! i just missed the old times when he make me special
on the phone ....
HAISSHHHHHHHHH !

Labels: 237 . special .

better in time /

Sunday, November 8, 2009

im already gone .

Currently chattting with afiq , kau perangai #%#%*# !
okayy , i dont even knw what it means , hehhh .

I HATE YOUU , SISTER ! tskk ! pfft .
guess what ? its been a long long time since i ate a peanut or eat something got to do with a peanuts . suddenly come this sister ....

Kak nini:*come back from shop with a waffle & wintermelon*
(marah perh belii botol besar . heeh )
me: uhhhh ! baik uhh . marah perh siaa! hehhh .
kak nini:hehh . *eat the waffle*
me:ehykk , waffle aperh uh tuhh ? *saw ONLY the strawberry*
me:ehyk , nark cket !
kak nini :*give the part got alot of peanut and strawberry*
me:*bite + show sturnfce* ..
me:ENGKAUU BABI LAA KAUUU ! ASL TARK BLNG ADERH KACANG ?!
kak nini:hahahhahahah !
me:tak klakar laa pantat ! alerrmakk . aderh pimple akuu carik
kauuu uhh !
kak nini:cket ajee perhh , otak kau aderh pimple , eee ! tuhtuh !
me:kepale otak kauu laa ! tskkk !

thats what happened . exageratting eyy . scared alot got pimples . hehh
so , i stay home whole dayy . its like already 3 days i staayed home .
yeahh ,im not in the mood to go out yett .

he msg me just now .
i cant stop stop smilling . as he only ask me 'heyy , where are you ?'
haishhh ! when will this 'in love' stop ? buhuuu !
Im sick and tired of everythinggg ! arghh !

ouhh please , nothing will happen to youu

Labels: 236 . love .